Personal musings

 It has been difficult staying in a 'happy' mood. I am not sure if its Dutasteride tablets which is wrecking havoc. Have decided to discontinue it due to the sides. Will switch to Finasteride and lets see if the mood improves. I want to continue creatine, hence, with Topical Min + Fin, I am still losing ground.  It was very difficult yesterday to go through the day. Couldn't workout, but happy to have spent atleast 20 mins in the gym. Showing up matters, they say.  Also, Huberman says to continue doing the difficult task for 20-30 mins. It will suck till then. But if you can continue, then maybe you'll have the energy to continue doing it.

 At this point and age, it's always a dilemma of how much one should give in to finding a person. At the core, I do long for a 'home'. But as Muskan rightly expressed, marrying the right one is more important than marrying at the right time. 

As I walked to my office in the morning, saw the car driver stuck in front of a cow. The cow was in the middle of a somewhat narrow road/lane. The car driver, a man in his 50s, had a smile on his face and didn't try to get the cow out of the way by honking. While I continued walking and don't know how he eventually passed, but such sort of kind/non-entitled behavior by people is heartwarming.  

Q. What are the things which you are currently not feeling good about?  Write about why you decided to do this wriote about being zoned out while talking to ppl Write about how not to feel hopeless realizing some of my weaknesses (And being content with it) - eg, I am not Yogesh Ag.  Write about why am i overthinking. Write about if she's into me, shes there and vice versa.. small things won't change that Nithin kamath says about 'Nudge'. Read more about it Write about how you can become a better professional (reading, writing more etc.) Write about wanting to Gym, why and how invest more in your health Write about some interesting things to do Write about how you are trying to show a diff. side of you to DKN.. Write about how you want to approach things with her Write about PJ/G Write about work Write about ambitionless Write about not putting effort into learning new things Write about you wanting to be a better conversaitonalist (stories wala thing, how you can be a ...

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 This post is about me and the impact of Coronavirus on my life.  Section 1: Describing the problems i. Office: I qualified the Chartered accountancy examinations in January 2020. Everything was set and I was supposed to leave for another metropolitan city post completion of articleship which was supposed to end in March. Then Corona happened. Life post-qualification turned opposite of what I had imagined. Instead of partying late night, I was stuck watching Netflix day and night. I had nothing better to do than to wait for my joining letter which eventually came through in late July.  The period between April to July was filled with varied shades of emotion. While I was happy on a few occasions, but mostly the day was filled with Anger, sorrow - Why God, Why me?  Eventually, Job happened and I joined the one which had called me to the location thus giving me less prospect of working at home. I always knew that I struggled with Work from home. In an office, I can eas...